hello world....how are you today....i found out today where i stand in the love department...let me begin...i am a woman with 5 kids...4 of whom still live with me....i moved on from my husband...after years of a marriage from hell..everytime i talk to him about getting a divorce he changes the subject or he breaks down and cries....but yet i still moved out from him for the sake of my children...i fell in love with a man at my job...we have known each other for years....we moved in together recently...my kids love this man to death....but...it seems as though there is something wrong...he was married before and got a separation from his wife...he also had several relationships...it seems as though there was a lot of betrayl in his past relationships....Now my husband and i talk on the phone about the children...and at times i talk to my boyfriend about my husband..lately he has told me that i wish that i would stop talking to him about my husband and just stay on our relationship...he has this feeling that because my husband and i are talking about the kids that i am going back together...no way am i going back to my husband...he is a alcoholic and isn't very responsibile to his children...i have told my friend this many times but it isn't good enough...my friend is very controlling...and i really do not think he knows how to love someone...
Everytime something comes along that he doesn't like..he tells me that he doesn't want to talk about it...but if i spaek on thing that i want to do..i get shot down...there is so much that i have to say and i feel that this site will help me to vent my feelings...because i wonder what i have to give up next....thank you for listening....tee1959
